granted love and happiness.

youd be surprised, when everything you have is happy you tend to use every bit of fluster found in your life as a reason to get upset about. sounds crazy but happiness gets boring when you have it too much. i remember when i was little my dad spoiled me with every toy that i ever pointed my index finger at, even though i was only four years old i frusterated knowing by having every toy ive ever wanted, i wasnt able to have a favorite one or to be able to identify how cool any toy really was. i cried, stomping around in my little four year old ruby asian shoes screaming "i hate you dad, stop going to work you make too much money i dont want anymore toys!" ... my ruby asian shoes broke that day :/ egh they were my favorite. my mom and i tried so hard the next day to try and fix it. ohh the benefits of having a good brain and being able to have a good memory.

Today was nice.
smoke that dank sheeit'