i just want to not hear one word unless its in a song. i dont want to feel fucking shit unless it means itll come with an addition of blurry seeings and the feeling of just wanting to hump everything and anything you see. i dont want to listen to you talk about the typical. i dont want to touch my phone and i dont want you to get fucking pissed off at me about that decision of mine. ALSO if i do pick up my fucking phone stop drilling me down with the same fucking questions everyone asks for about the first pointless 15 minutes about how my day was or what im doing or whats up or how im doing, DONT YOU HAVE ANYTHING FUCKING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT? i dont want to live, i just want to fucking fly. i dont want to punch these walls around me anymore because they just leave dents of more frustrations of you. i dont want you leaving comments on my myspace or facebook or this blog about how you're worried about me or how you're worried about me not liking you or what you do. because frankly, if im not saying it to you already, than i have nothing to say about you or whatever you think im fucking talking about. oh and i will fucking kill the the next fucker with my TEETH that doesnt listen when i talk and then interrupts a couple seconds later asking "oh what were you saying, i didnt hear you." oh and not everything and everyone fucking revolves around you or your presence or your living. dont ever think that you're the shit when no one really is. cause if you were, you wouldnt be here on this earth you'd be gifted to somewhere else that all the "im the shit" people go to... a shit hole.
im fucking pissed at everyone.
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Man oh man, must suck to be so damn pissed all the time at people who care more about you that you think. I guess people shouldn't go to extremes to ask you how you are cause they care or want to talk because you want them to come up with something better? maybe you should come back down to reality and think about other people and how they feel. You can comment back with calling me an ass hole but it won't do anything until you can look outside yourself and read what you wrote in different eyes.
nahh i actually agree. i was just really pissed off at that one moment when i wrote it. even after i posted it i knew i would regret it... hence the title.
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